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THE INVITATION
It doesn’t
interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache
for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.
It doesn’t interest me how old
you are.
I want to know if you will risk
looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn’t interest me what
planets are squaring your moon.
I want to know if you have
touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life’s
betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!
I want to know if you can sit
with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.
I want to know if you can be
with joy, mine or your own; if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy
fill you
to the tips of your fingers and
toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the
limitations of being human.
It doesn’t interest me if the
story you are telling me is true, I want to know if you can disappoint another
to be true to yourself, if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not
betray your own soul.
I want to know if you can be
faithful and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see
beauty, even when it is not pretty every day, and if you can source your life
from God’s presence.
I want to know if you can live
with failure, yours or mine, and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to
the silver of the full moon, “YES!”
It doesn’t interest me to know
where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get
up after a night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do
what needs to be done for the children.
It doesn’t interest me who you
are or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will
stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn’t interest me where or
what or with whom you have studied.
I want to know what sustains
you from the inside when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be
alone with yourself,
and if you truly
like the company you keep in the empty moments.
- Oriah Mountain
Dreamer, From “Dreams Of Desire”, Oriah House, 1995
Published by
Mountain Dreaming 300 Coxwell Avenue, Box 22546, Toronto, Ontario, Canada M4L
2A0
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